I have concluded something. However smart I think I am I lack mental strength. There are lot of situations when I have been tested. And all the times I took the path of least resistance. Not that it has worked against me always. It is because of this that I have led a safe life, but it keeps hurting me. But when I look retrospectively, most of my gut feelings were right. it's just that I did not have the ability to wait patiently and fight it out